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curlsandcocktails asked: hey you've been ghost from tumblr.. hows ur abs journey going?

the ab workout is going great i am going to post a new video being going thru a divorce with my husband so i have not been on here. but i will keep you posted. making one this week I hope

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My heart breaks but there is no sound 

I cry but there is no tears 

My soul seems to be damaged but really no one cares 

Who is there in this world that can show me the way of true love and happiness 

Who is there to show me that they really care. 

I am here by myself this life is so cold sitting wondering what the heck did I do wrong 

Who dropped me on this porch and left me alone. 

This feeling is so strong cant show emotions if I do than I am weak 

Cant break down did that stuff last week 

Unable to look through the walls of this world 

Unable to look to  the path that is set before me 

Unable to escape the pain that I feel 

Unable to determine if my life Is really real.  

By Nikeeya Patterson 

N. Harrington, 3 Women 3 Lives from Hell to Glory— Synopsis 

3 Women 3 Lives from Hell to Glory 

3 women, 3 different lives, 3 different stories, 3 different circumstances, and 3 different endings. Each story reflects an individual life that you may know, or you yourself, have gone through in some point in your life. 

The first Character you will meet is Angel. Angel’s life growing up is no picnic. Her mother pays her no attention and she does not even know if her mother loves or cares for her. However, on the other hand, her dad pays her way to much attention. She grows up with a father not only who sexually abuses her, but also teaches her how to sell drugs and kills people in front of her.  She feels like the whole world is out to get her control. The only thing that helps her through this terrible time is the one thing she wishes she could bring back; her mother.  Finding her dead changes everything for her. She knows she has to get away from her father and with the love of her best friend, her courage, and strength,  she finds a way to break through and live a life of peace.

Dynasty has the perfect life. she is an only child, the most beautiful and popular kid in her School. she is envy by all and everyone wants to be her or just be in her presence. nothing is done without her permission and she loves it like. that. She is dating the most popular boy in school and her best friends back her up in everything. its not until her boyfriend introduces he to a life of drugs that she chooses him over her family only to find her self as a prostitute. believing she was selling her body  for the love of her man she soon discovers that she has Aids. with the love of her family she is able to make it through. but a lot of heart ach and pain will test her every existence. 

Last but not Least there is Simone, Simone has it harder than anyone She is never wanted in life she is passed from foster home to foster home when believing that no one loves her and that her life on earth is pointless she starts off by taking the life of small living things. feeling free every time she killed something she begins taking the life of others believing that is was freeing her self. She than meets a man that tells her he can change her life. Turning her in to a hit woman. She beginning to kill for money. on her last hit she falls in love with a family that changes her life forever. She finally gets the chance to start her live over.   

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World destruction 

 long last freedom past awaken from a sudden night mare, no one really there fate awaits an open gate. Look through a cloudy path as puzzles seem to fade on past… unable to except the reality of a pretend world unable to believe the justification of realization that society has placed on this nation reputation unable to stand due to a presidential war driven man .. Young warriors sent to war not knowing what is in store. Angel of death slowly waits to take the soul of those who could not manipulate  the bomb that blows up in there face. Babies being used as bate a mothers life long dream now that’s hate… unthinkable unspeakable actions happening to one another as solders knock on a door to tell a mother her son has now past but he died a hero… words that could not be spoken but written across the mothers face cant believe her only sons fate… sweat pours down her face she must be dreaming she wakes up only to be fighting demon, Demons of self  hate, responsibility and depression seems to flood through her gate lets not for get the demon of hate cant believe that all this is happening unable to look to other nations due to the fact that we have robbed them blind you think they are gone save our behinds’ . A selfish nation followed by a selfish world leads to the destruction of a universe that is unaware and unprepared for what is about to happen blinded by the lies being giving not listening to facts man this world is wack when they do start to listen it will be to late I just hope when it happens I walk through gods pearly gates.   

By Nikeeya Patterson 8.8.08